More than Enough

All of you
Is more than enough for
All of me
For every thirst and, every need.
You satisfy me
With your love,
And all I have in you
Is more than enough...

This is one of my favorite worship songs and I got to hear it on the way home from feeding Kai at a friend's house tonight. It came at the right time, as I feel myself coming down with Ben's flu.

Here is the much needed update:
My mom and dad took Kaylin and Kav for a couple days. A newer good friend of mine Kari took Kai for today and tonight. She is a brave soul for wanting to deal with Kai tonight and one of the most giving people I've ever known. It is one of the best gifts I've been given ever as a mom, yet the house feels so weird tonight I wonder if I'll be able to sleep.

I was so thankful for today. And for tonight. I'm thankful for friends and family coming around me in the right way when I felt I had nothing left to give. Tomorrow morning my sister-in-law will take Kai before I get Kjo and Kav for one more chance to accomplish something important. I've had other offers of help as well.

I'm doing everything I can to fight off this bug (with the limited herbs I can take while nursing) but judging by how hard it hit Ben it just may not be enough this time. That will make it the first time in the last couple years I've felt myself coming down with a virus and haven't been able to get rid of it within the day before the real sickness comes. I suppose I shouldn't be so pessimistic, but Ben's been miserable 4 days now, and none of our favorite homeopathic remedies are helping him much this time.

I'm surprised by how little I am anxious about this. If I get what Ben has I don't know how we'll make it through the weekend, especially considering my mom let me know the kids seem to be getting worse. Kaylin already fought off two bugs last week, Kav one, Kai one and me one, so I thought we were all done! They seemed perfectly fine when they left for grandma's (minor colds).

Yet I feel calm and encouraged by the music tonight. I know He'll provide a way through this. Somehow things always turn out okay.

Thanks everyone for their prayers and support.